I was supposed to go home for Fall Break this evening at 6:00... and then dorm shenanigans tempted me to stay on campus until tomorrow morning... amazing that dorm life still has the power to captivate me after three and a half years. I even paid an extra $10 to postpone my bus ticket.
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Thinking about something (anything-- real life incident, movie, world event) and realizing that when I say, "oh that was like ten years ago," it actually could be ten years (or more) ago is the most terrifying thing. Like. I am so old. Anything from sixth grade and before is at least ten years ago. Most of the 2000s is ten or more years ago. It is absolutely terrifying to be thinking about my life and some memories and realizing how much older I am now compared to the time I am thinking about.
Ten years is a freaking long time. A decade. And I am old enough now to remember things from ten years ago. "Ten years ago" isn't a time when I was a baby or something. Ugh. - post-gym protein shake and music and singing
- Free Comic Book Day (spongebob pin) + almond pastry - Ike dinner -- made fun of me for eating dessert first -- eye contact - helping Angelo teach me how to board - lazy weekends in Allison's room - winter retreat 2016 (even though I was trying to convince myself I didn't like like you) - Quad Day 2015 w/ Mitch and Dre (I didn't think you were a freshman and you signed up for like every other booth we passed) - Ghosts vs. Ghostbusters w/ IV - Your first sandwhich - We'd thumb wrestle and you wouldn't let me win - "Hey you" - PB in eye - I liked you just the way you were -- flaws and everything -- there was nothing wrong with you - I was pretending to sleep and you put a blanket on me - "we're completely fucked" --> and we didn't know how it would come true, but I wasn't scared to go through that because it would be with you - No shoes on my rug - No regret --> new happiness and familiar safety - Helping you with your laundry on the Shelden side lol - having so much trouble with my bra lololol - how you are forever perturbed by me chucking that banana against the wall - I am right handed, you idiot - packing at end of the year - ^^ you picked up the wrong pizza (Dominos) - That time you laughed so hard you cried because I clicked on the one tab out of like 12 that wasn't related to schoolwork and you had been trying to tell me that you were being productive - You making fun of how I flap my arms when I'm longboarding - when you, me, and elijah were longboarding and you were behind me and you had your phone up (taking picture? video?) while smiling - You were such an aggressive cover-stealer when you slept with Elijah, but then when you slept with me you kept waking up cold/falling off the futon because I'd steal the covers and/or move around too much and push you off - laying on the futon in my room: "we could literally not be any closer" - bumping into me and catching me when I tipped over |
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